& there was my chance but now it’s gone

HA! I just stood there. Blank. Motionless. I had everything prepared. What i was going to say, and what the reply could have been. But no, i just stood there. in spite him giving me a good message. I guess everything just didn’t make sense after a whole night a deep thinking, laughing at what the replies i would recieved & what actions would have came after. my head was filled with hopeful and happy thoughts that i forgot to look at the bigger picture and how i would cause the chain of continious events .